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zigadenus) wrote2025-08-13 05:25 am
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Dear Reader(?) and/or Friend,
My fiction on AO3 is offline. I am currently trying to make decisions about suicide (largely unrelated to this post, and not something I feel compelled to discuss in public). Pertinent to this post is that the little trickle of nastiness I receive from my AO3 inbox is part of what has been making me miserable for several years. Every few days I receive a hateful, angry comment or two from some highly-motivated person(s), who are offended that an Indigenous/asexual/nonbinary/trans-leaning/autistic/take-your-pick person has the audacity to exist in “their” fandom.
So fine. I’m choosing not to, because I’m tired. I can’t tell you at this point if it’s permanent or not. But a) I need a break from the constant and unending hatred, and b) I want to clean up a bit in case I do decide to end myself.
If you happen to have copies of my work please respect me and do not post or share them.
Ekosi.
My fiction on AO3 is offline. I am currently trying to make decisions about suicide (largely unrelated to this post, and not something I feel compelled to discuss in public). Pertinent to this post is that the little trickle of nastiness I receive from my AO3 inbox is part of what has been making me miserable for several years. Every few days I receive a hateful, angry comment or two from some highly-motivated person(s), who are offended that an Indigenous/asexual/nonbinary/trans-leaning/autistic/take-your-pick person has the audacity to exist in “their” fandom.
So fine. I’m choosing not to, because I’m tired. I can’t tell you at this point if it’s permanent or not. But a) I need a break from the constant and unending hatred, and b) I want to clean up a bit in case I do decide to end myself.
If you happen to have copies of my work please respect me and do not post or share them.
Ekosi.